i need a HERO

Yo. lD What up.

Actually, the reason why I'm posting is because I've decided to move on from quite a lot of you. I have a new journal and everything ready, and those that I have chosen will be the ones that are added. That is, if they want to be added.

Why I'm doing this, is because I've realized that the internet ... Isn't something special. It's nothing great like I thought it was before. In fact, I'm so much happier when I'm not on it. It's hard to explain myself in this way. And it's not just people on the internet that I'm breaking away from; I've broken friendships with a lot of people in real life. And I've been happier.

I miss talking to Syd, Met, and Aryn the most. Even Chiharu and Trey. I think talking to them made my days just a little bit better. At this moment, I want to be closest to them. I'm also beginning to miss the way I was back then. The friends I gave up for my own selfish reasons: Marii ... Shingo ... They were so much fun ...~

Now, understand that none of you have a specific reason as to why I'm deciding to do this. I just don't think I need to be involved with a handful of you. Now, if you want to continue being friends with me or talk to me, then there will be a chance that I'll hand over my journal and everything. You all should know how easily I give in.

I'll continue going on my MSN, orenjibliss@hotmail.com if someone ever decides that they want to talk to me, and maybe AIM depending on the circumstances. But other than that ... ... I think that's all I need to say.

I'm regretting too much in the past. This journal makes me sick to my stomache. The reason why I've been deleting it so much in the past is because I can't stand looking at some people's journals. But now, I don't care anymore. Just, I don't care. How much more simple can that get?

So, as I've said before, I'm moving journals, and given on what happens next, I might move to another S/N and/or email address. It has been mentioned already who I want to friend my new journal. Everyone else can either say their goodbyes or try to renew their friendship with me. But, I do thank everyone for the memories; I'm glad to have shared so many stories and laughs with some of you. ♥

Current Mood: nervous
Current Music: hamasaki ayumi → trust

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